and i'm not sure if we're still what people call best of friends. because it just feels like i am the one hoping for it. and it's sad.
and i just feel like we've differ apart. very far apart. i don't see you the way i did anymore. i don't really think i know the real you.
know what? just hoping hurts. more than anything. yes, i'm really sensitive when it comes to friends. childish? yes, i am.
that is because i love my friends so much i don't know how to picture it.